Been having some rough days; got yelled at by some people other than my parents, felt like I could’ve done better in one of my classes and probably lost a friend due to lack of contact (try 3 weeks). To top it off, I hurt myself… on the toilet. w t f. =.= Plus, I had to go to school in the rain, practically limping my way there.
I felt like giving up, like, “there’s no point in this. I was born a failure.” but I pushed myself. I’m currently trying to push myself to read my assigned chapter, but here I am: posting on tumblr. Hopefully I can make it through.
I just watched the season finale… I didn’t even know that was the finale until I went online. -.- No wonder it was an hour long!! OMGOSH, IT WAS SOOOOO GOOOD…AHHH *dies* XD I think I’m in love…. marry me, Jake. :) I really like how it ended; Jenna made the right decision to ditch Matty (he sucked anyway, and plus, Jake is cuuuuter. ^^ ) But I’m really bummed that I have to wait til next season to find out what happens between them, which is next freakin’ year. T_T *sigh*
I LOVE YOU, JAKE. <3
But at least I have Glee to keep me occupied. I have a love/hate relationship with Quinn’s new transformation, lol. I hope she gets custody of her baby, that would be interesting.
Today was okay. I kind of wish I had prepped myself a little more, because I wasn’t expecting to see certain people. Like for instance, this guy who was sitting down, facing me on the bus. I could feel him looking at me, so I looked at him (and oh gosh, he was cute I think… wasn’t actually sure because I didn’t look at him long enough). You know when you want to look at someone, so you do, and then to make that quick stare seem casual, you start looking at everyone else beside you? Like you don’t want that person to know you were looking only at him. LOL :p
Well anyways, this happened to me again; yes, in the same day, going home though. When I was waiting to put my quarter in the money box on the bus, I glanced over at the people to see if there were any seats open. I thought I had seen this girl I knew from 9th grade in the front row seat, so when I walked toward her, I kind of “hid” myself behind the guy/girl in front of me and just pretend to look the other way. XD
Okay, maybe it’s not the SAME exact incident, but those moments are both awkward. =.= *sigh*
Don’t feel like finishing my essay… even though it doesn’t seem that hard. This song is stuck in my head though lol <3

